2:30 PM : : Something different : :
The sega conitnues with this guy. He apparently has a new girlfriend now, so... good for him, maybe she can clean his act up and put up with the bullshit act he gives. Straighten his ass out girl... or... drag him further down the downward spiral. He needed a ride to go get his car that was 2 hours out of our way. He tried calling my brother in law and naturally my sister steps up and refuses to give him a ride. First off, whenever we asked him over to hang out or do something he always says yes and then somehow something comes up and never comes over. He was to come over to my neice's birthday but of course, something came up. Very unrealible if you ask me. Second, he expects us to drop whatever we're doing and work with his schedule, honey... it's not going to happen. So, he assumed that little ol' nice me would stop what I'm doing and go pick him up which was about an hour away from where I'm at. Sorry! You thought wrong. I was working some overtime; making $20.00 an hour, would you stop what you were doing?! My sister called me before he called my cell and told me what was going on. About an hour after my sister called me, he finally called my cell. I didn't answer it and he left me a voice mail. He sounded weird though. The drugs must be getting to him...
Last night I decided to make me a "want list". I went to walmart.com and put everything in my basket of all the things on my list. It came to be over $2000.00! I didn't want much. ;) I moved it over to my "save it for later" list so I can start buying it. It eased my shopping urge and I feel a lot better now. :)
Have you ever felt you need a change? A change for the good, something different in your life. I'm in this moment right now that I need to change something. I don't know what particularly it is, but it's driving me crazy. I've changed my work attitude and how I do things at work, which has helped. I'm changing my room all around; I've put up my old curtins, I'm getting a new bed lennin set, changing the color theme of my room (use to be green and purple for as long as I've been alive), getting a new desk, new computer, and the list goes on. I believe I lived my life in one particular way for so long and I'm not happy with the turn out. I need something different. A new pace of life. I feel like something is coming and I'm not sure if I'll like it.
To end this post, the words of wisdom from my 'friend':
In your life you'll have three list. A "Got To" list, a "Need To" list, and a "Want To" list. Seperate everything in your life and categorize into these three lists. Things you have to do whether you like it or not goes to your Got To list, things that you need but can wait until the money comes around goes onto your Need To list, and things that you want to have goes to your Want To list. Go on through life working off of these lists, finish off your Got Tos and then work on your Need Tos. The Want To list... hell... just throw that list away, you don't need those things to begin with.
(FYI - Everything on my Want To list is obviously a got to have. :)
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